so its been forever and a day... im doing ok. james and i arent together. he left me just before alexis was born so he could be with his ex girlfriend. we had bought a house in winter haven and he told me i should move into my moms- he and his now fiance live in the house. alexis is 9 mths old- tries to walk- she can take a few steps. says mama, ( Read more... )

so james doesnt want me to live with him... whatever im not giving him a choice. i cant afford an apt and i dont want to cause stress for my mom so until i can work again... fuck him... my name is on that lease too so if he wants to live there , he can live there with me... yea today was our anniversery... he spent a whole 40 mins with me... yea ( Read more... )

holy fucking shit.... so my debit card is in my purse and has been in my purse for a long time... yesterday i was at my baby shower all day then i came home... went no where else.... yet somehow there was a $250 debit card purchase yesterday. what the fuck! im so stressed out. my checks for the bills havent cleared yet and now i only have like 50 ( Read more... )

stress...stress... and more stress. what else can i say?

kristi came and saw me today!!!!! i missed seeing her so much... i only got to visit with her for like 10 mins since kason was being fussy but im so happy to have seen them

i have no life....


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im very fuckin aggitated. amy hasnt brought the clothes to me yet and i keep thinking she hasnt yet because shes giving them to rachel. which is fine if she does- i just want to know. i have nothing to wear so if she told me i could at least go buy clothes. whatever. other than that things are good.

my sonogram was freakin awesome.... shes still a girl! they gave me pictures of her. i got to see her face, toes, fingers, arms.... she was waving a lot- shes very modest though- she absolutly refused to open her legs. it was amazing. james didnt go- hes been sick- i wish he wouldve though he wouldve liked it. in september were getting a 3d one

things have been great... im getting another sonogram tomorrow and i get my maternity clothes. i found out old navy makes maternity clothes too and i love that store so im planning on going by there soon. cat had to go to the vet today- she hated it. my lil ones been super active today- but id rather that then her not moving at all. i decided i ( Read more... )

james keeps telling me hes fine with me not working right now and hes fine paying for things- yet everytime he gets the chance hell throw it in my face. we went to walmart to get groceries.. we only planned on spending about $100... but we spent $142. so as hes paying he says " id like to see me support you if i had a regular job" he kept ranting ( Read more... )