Well, well, well...it seems I shall have a roommate this summer and my senior year. That ought to be some fun shit. The summer is going to be awesome. I am going to be so so bad! :-) I am excited beyond any description ( Read more... )

Well, I guess this was an okay Spring Break. Nothing terrible happened...there are no embarrassing memories to look back on. It was relatively calm, though. Went to the beach once. I am thankful I got to go at all. Thanks, bam-bam! The sunburn is almost gone, so no worries. ;-) See, no bad memories...I've decided (for about the 2 1/2 millionth time ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what all of these decisions are leading up to. I'm not sure if all of them will hurt someone or make someone very happy. I hope that I hurt no one in the process of beginning my new life. I love some people. I care for some people. But...I also want to be loved and taken care of. Sometimes, I don't feel it at all. I blame that on ( Read more... )

Man...I hate nightmares...sucks. Woke up messed up. Passed out today, because I felt weird. I've been weak and sickly all day so far, so for some reason, I just fell. I keep falling...I do that a lot. (figuratively and literally)

Well, tonight is the Halo party that I was invited to. I am thoroughly excited about that ( Read more... )

The day was interesting. My father is home...I'm not sure, now, just how I feel about that. Later...during my day I went in and out of my world. Last night I had the opportunity to relate to someone in an extremely indirect way. I do not know him. He is one of my best friends' boyfriends...dunno if that sentence is correct. I was helping her ( Read more... )

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I have the most awesome picture of the people I loved hanging out with before some of us left and some of us became managers and things of that nature. It's got Nicole, Blake, Jason, Aja, Katie N., Andy, Robbie, and me. That was a great night..."Mars Night". Mars was at its peak and being beautiful. Miss those days...

People baffle me. I love the way that they confuse their-selves to the point of no return. They can make their-selves feel absolutely low and pathetic just by looking at what they see as a bad picture of their self. I am trying to master optimism. So far, I am a failure. See? The human failing becomes me, again. Human failings...they're tough to ( Read more... )