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incog_identity

Silly-free-willy?

Jan 10, 2009 01:47

I haven't been eating lately. I think i had a half a sandwich and some water today. I haven't been sleeping well either. I don't want to sleep, I'm too scared. Scared of the dreams I'll have, the thoughts that will come to me, and that they will be cold and icy... and they will be. I just went up to my room and looked at the bed and listened to the ( Read more... )

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lifeofsomekind January 10 2009, 15:44:44 UTC

you are far too beautiful, mike. embrace your feelings. and what i mean by that is feel them as much as you can. ... eat enough, and keep your heart beating and your blood flowing and all. keep in mind that things will be all right and you will get through it.
idk if you told me that you and ariane broke up, im sorry you are feeling out of sorts with it. itll prepare yourself for the several break ups youll go through in the future. its not so bad anymore.

lifeofsomekind January 10 2009, 15:45:16 UTC

also, im not saying that i think it is the breakup that has you so down. but i can tell that it isnt helping.

or maybe it is.

incog_identity January 10 2009, 16:42:20 UTC

yeah. damn ambiguity. I think it is helping in some regards. But... I'd rather have done those things that I needed to do without the break up kick-starting it. but now I know how special it was, I think. And how much I really need to take better care of myself, and how I can care for other people by doing that first. ...I just wish we could have gone through this together, her and I.