well, I fucked everything up.

hmm. weird night.

I'm not doing well. I'm sorry to those I've hurt. I want to be better. If I need to help somebody I will. my body is on fire and I wake up with an idea and check facebook and don't know what to do and forget about it and then my head swells and I can't remember anything. my head hurts and my parents want me to take risperidone for schizophrenic

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I haven't been eating lately. I think i had a half a sandwich and some water today. I haven't been sleeping well either. I don't want to sleep, I'm too scared. Scared of the dreams I'll have, the thoughts that will come to me, and that they will be cold and icy... and they will be. I just went up to my room and looked at the bed and listened to the ( Read more... )

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And we'll recall when time runs out
That it only took a moment
To be loved a whole life long

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