God, I don't have a physical journal at the moment and I am just itching to speak to you in writing. Thank you for allowing me to express myself with words. Abba, thank you for allowing me to see you in new ways. To call you new names. Abba. That is just beautiful. The first time that name for you was pressed on my heart was when Don and I were at ( Read more... )

I'm sitting on the back porch right now. It is absolutely pouring down rain right now.. I love it. I came out here to listen to praise music and either read my bible or Captivating. I've been sitting here for 10 minutes so far just staring out into the backyard, watching the rain and being flooded with memories. I absolutely love being in a place ( Read more... )

I've been so nostalgic. And in that nostalgia, I remember moments as more than they were. Idealizing you and us. I feel like I have to do something with that experience... write it down/ document it. In my mind, everything was beautiful. Magical, almost. I am starting to forget details, like the way your voice sounds or how often we held hands. ( Read more... )

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“A few times in my life, I’ve had moments of absolute clarity. When for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think… And things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived for these moments. They pull me back ( Read more... )

I'm watching "The Box" with Mom, Dad and Ashley Lynn. The movie, with my favorite actress Cameron Diaz, is asking the moral question: would you push the button, knowing that someone you don't know in the world would die, but you would get $1,000,000 straight cash? And that would be that. The deal would be done ( Read more... )

Ty just walked downstairs to get in the shower to start getting ready for work. It's 2:06am; he works at 3am. I'm sitting on the couch in the living room and he walked past me from his room upstairs towards the bathroom. Just wearing his boxers and rubbing his face in that sleepy way, he said, "Hey Bec" in a groggy sleep voice. I said "good morning ( Read more... )

My dad just walked in from work and Patches was there to greet him at the door.
He said, "Why hello there young man. :)"
It was so cute. <3

Mom's in the kitchen doing yoga right now. Mom and Dad are staying good on doing p90x. I'm proud of them :)

<3 <3 <3

Life is beautiful. That's all I have to say.

I just spoke to Montana on facebook ( Read more... )