I'm feeling a little heart broken today. Something stupid happened a while back where steve told one of my friends, and another girl over myspace that they looked good that day and i know it was a long time ago and its not like he did anything with them ( that im aware of) but it still really hurts to know that he said that to another girl. so i ( Read more... )

 mary this is for you because your the only preson that uses live journal anymore ( Read more... )

 as is

you can't hide ( Read more... )

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One day you will be waking up and realize how much you cared about me and when that day comes I'll be waking up with the guy who already knew

-thanks rach

I finally cried tonight but it never didnt feel like it was enough ( Read more... )

Balanced. My yin and yang ( Read more... )

My stomach just won't stop with the twisting and turning
everytime i come to california i get ripped apart. half of me wants to stay here with my mom and the other half wants to stay with my dad. 
i dont know which one is best, and apparently they dont either. all i know is i want to finish school and get the fuck to living on my own. where i can ( Read more... )

I was angry that you couldn't liveup to the standards of my daydreams
I was even more angry with myself that I let you in them

it's astonishing how the things that I once wanted lost purpose in my life, and how things lose their meaning. 
Everyone knows im the worst person when it comes to letting go, even i know this. For a while I havnt had faith in myself enough to beleive I could let go succesfully. Somehow I manage to do it, with whatever it is that needs letting go.  ( Read more... )