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... later foo!

so VBS is over now... and i am sad, but yet glad. i have had no social life since it has started... not like i have had much of one my entire life... but this whole week it has been work, VBS, home, sleep. TIRING! Oh well. at least i have had Sarah and KT to keep me company, at least at night time... yeah, so anyway- i really have nothing else to ( Read more... )

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well.. i was trying to be brave and allow my feelings for a certain someone to be known... and well i sent an e-mail... because i dont have enough guts to establish the real rejection of face to face... and well... here is what happened... (names removed to disclose identity... although it might be obvious ( Read more... )

So, I guess i can call this my home right? I am at my parents house in Oklahoma. its a cute little place. I really like it, so far. I have been in the house pretty much all day, but I think we might go exploring around town a little bit tomorrow. I hear that there are some Christian bookstores here, and so I am pretty excited to see what kind of ( Read more... )

so my parents are in OK now... really wish that I were there with them right now... I really miss them a lot... and I really just dont want to be here in Mac today... but no one is really doing anything... so here i sit in the hearthroom doing nothing... as always. its kind of funny because all these ladies form this quilting group came here to the ( Read more... )

camping was fun.. we thought it was gonna rain a lot cuz it started to... and then it didnt... but we all slept in the back of pauls dad's truck... with the cab thingy... it was fun, but we figured out we might have slept like 2 hours total... which wasn't too cool. so then i was kinda cranky the whole day... so that wasn't too cool for the friends ( Read more... )

so this week has been actually really good... and yet, its like I am still kinda feeling blah at the moment. I dont know what it is, something just makes me think that i have to make sure that everyone else is ok... that everyone is in a good mood... and if they are not, then i feel like i am a failure... like i am not a good friend. why do i feel ( Read more... )

i hate being sick, and especially in the freakin summer... its the worst... but i guess its not that horrible.... umm this weekend went kinda crazy like.. friday we sarah ch. and I spent the night at laura stamsps house, that was fun... thats when i first started getting sick.. then i went home and slept for a 17 hour period... kinda crazy... then ( Read more... )

so today was a pretty good day i suppose. I had work for 5 hours, and then came home and ate some dinner and then it kinda all went crappy... my dang brain just was acting overly PMSish, and it made me in a bad mood... thinking too much about crap, and just feeling like crap... and it was just not a good time... so i was just being a loner and not ( Read more... )