I-I'm sorry that I haven't been a-around much, everyone. I w-wasn't... feeling so well. And I c-could still feel w-whoever it was... watching me. But now, I think t-they've stopped. Or they're n-not here anymore.

E-either way, I feel much better now!

I t-think I'll spend s-sometime in the art room today. I've w-wanted to start drawing more.

I d-don't think I'll go to the dance t-this time. The l-last one didn't... go s-so well. I t-think I'll be better o-off if I stay in my room.

{ ooc: Thank you all so super much for bearing with me! I'm in the middle of my hectic fall schedule - one more month to go, and then I'll be able to have a life outside of marching band/theatre/ ( Read more... )

Day Seventy-Two
Your Name: Naminé
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: V-very little.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I had a n-nightmare. I can't r-remember all the details, but I t-think that I was in a... a garden. It w-wasn't very pleasant.
Moods Experienced Today: I've been v-very anxious.
Mood ( Read more... )

I-I went to the cafeteria a bit e-earlier than normal for breakfast. I wasn't r-really hungry - I've never liked eating a lot in the morning, but n-now it just makes me feel sort of sick. The d-doctors said I shouldn't f-force myself to eat ( Read more... )

The d-doctors say that I'm getting better. I've g-gained a little w-weight since I l-left the infirmary. I-I'm up to 78 lbs. It's not a lot, but they told me that it's a g-good improvement ( Read more... )

Day Sixty-One
Your Name: Naminé
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Um... A f-few hours, I think!
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: T-there was a boy, and a m-man with red hair. And... fire. It h-hurt.
Moods Experienced Today: Lots of c-confusion.
Mood Triggers: I'm n-not sure...
Significant Thoughts ( Read more... )

I-I went to the gym so that I could run for a little bit.

It... I...

I fell.

I followed Mr. Hyde's advice and have started to keep a notebook of everything that I've been able to remember these past few days. It's... it's very strange, I suppose. I mean, I've written down important things that I should remember before now, but... Every time I remember something that's happened, I've been writing it down. And I've ( Read more... )

It's been... two days, hasn't it? Two days since I haven't forgotten anything.

I...

I'm waiting for it to end.

I.

I can remember it. All of it.

It was yesterday. Last night. The dance. Blue dress. Dinner. Roxas-

Roxas. You... you weren't there. Went back with Kairi but you...

You weren't there. You left. Mr. Axel was gone, too. Both of you left.

...Why did you leave, Roxas? You didn't even say goodbye.

I can remember it. But...

I almost ( Read more... )