i spent so long thinking that one person was my only obtainable sight that i was blinded to what was actually in front of me ( Read more... )

but i can't tell you why. i think i'm just over all the bullshit and drama of this town and all the things that have been bringing me down. i've got so many things to look forward to that it's just dumb for me to focus on the past.

now a photo dump of all things i've been up to.

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I wish I could just go back and see how different things could be. I can honestly still remember, for some reason, wanting to hug him goodbye at the potluck so badly. but I didn't. I don't know why that memory still lingers on but it does and for me to hang on to it, well, it's enough to drive a woman crazy. I hate that I still have feelings for ( Read more... )

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i cried for the first time in years. i mean, i really cried, tears, snot, hyperventilating and all. i was drunk and i needed to let that part of my past go. so you saw my weakness, you saw what you did to me. but you're not to blame. we're both getting so much older now ( Read more... )

“Isn’t it nice to know things are working out fine for you, even if you still feel like crying?”

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You're a big boy now ( Read more... )

i feel like every fiber inside of me is ripping and screaming, trying to break out. but that's not why i'm black and blue. i have my reasons for trusting and excuses for crying but that's still not why. i imagined a prince on a white horse to carry me away, far from the confines of this town. his hair was golden and hung down his back like a stream ( Read more... )

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.