so, i really really really wish i had a job. right now there is something i really want to plan and do for my bestest, but i do not have the monetary means to do so. i know he would love it, but i don't want to tell him about it because he will either think i am a dork or be disappointed that i can't follow through. or maybe i'm just crazy and ( Read more... )

this evening we attended the usf game, which was really just a glorified high school football game, but fun nonetheless. whoever thought it was a good idea for allison and i to split the extra large, seven dollar and fifty cent beer was seriously mislead. we are girls, we just wanted like two sips.. dang, so we got suckered into drinking most of it ( Read more... )

i think i am going to puke and that is not a thing i do nor do i know how to. i hate this feeling and i hate my instinct and what it tells me, so much. i just want to be simple, i want to be happy, and i want things to turn out right. i don't want empty promises, i don't want a false sense of hope, and i don't want it to "all be okay someday". i'm ( Read more... )

okay, i felt like it was time for a.. WISHLIST! aahahah

( materialistic little bitch )

it is impossible to get around this whole USF area and it's becoming VERY VERY frustrating! i am going to get my online class things done as soon as possible (it's due tomorrow night anyhow) and then get out of here, i can't take it ( Read more... )

so, i really love my roommates and living here and all, except it makes me really lonely because everyone has a boyfriend. not only do they have boyfriends, but together they are the cutest things ever and do the best stuff for each other, that really makes it hard. i know i am fine and fun alone, i just wish i could explain it, i know a lot of you ( Read more... )

so, i have survived the storm (was there any doubt in your mind's that i wouldn't?) and we only had to go without power for about 5 hours here, around 11:30am. we had just got done eating/cooking breakfast, so that was very lucky. during that five hours, i re-learned how to play yahtzee, played a LOT of uno, took a small nap, listened to the radio ( Read more... )

i really really really hope my husband is okay..

(YES, and everyone else too, but we haven't exactly gotten hit yet and not like him!)

so, my package arrived and it was my worst experience yet! everything ended up being COMPLETELY melted and/or the totally WRONG THING. i am sending it all back, postage free, thankfully. i had to pay for postage when they sent it to me and they cannot do a return by mail, so pretty much i'm screwed. thanks, thanks a lot. NOT ( Read more... )

So, there is absolutely nothing amazing going on today. I've been watching horrible movies on Bravo, Lifetime, Oh!, We, etc. and listening to Ashlee Simpson on repeat while trying to get through 'The Dirty Girls Social Club'. For some reason I'm not able to get "into" this book, yet. I think I'm not in a reading mood and I'm just trying to read it ( Read more... )