did you know that my mom is engaged and getting married? yeah, we didn't either, because SHE ISN'T! i hate lake county and it's gossip mill. ugh. although lake county this weekend did mean i got to see.. PATRICIA! she is my favourite, ever, even if it was not on the best of terms that she had to be here. i got lots of drinks at sam's club and two ( Read more... )

are we ever really over it? and by "it" i mean anything and everything: relationships, friendships, people in general. i know i am the type of person to toss around the words "i'm so over it/that" a lot, but when it comes down to it, am i really? upon digging deeper into the situations and examining them, i've come to realize that there really isn' ( Read more... )

i just had to park by the freaking mailbox! i don't know if that is closer or further than my usual 6 buildings down and i circled this place at least 4 times and that was the ONLY spot. i HAVE to start coming home earlier to secure a better spot. it isn't horrible to walk to it at night, but in the afternoon in the hot sun, plus then my car gets ( Read more... )

i want to go on a date! a real, actual date. not just the play-dates i go on all the time with everyone (don't take that the wrong way, though, i LOVE all my play-dates). i want a boy to ask me and come pick me up and i'll be ready when he gets here. then we'll leave and there won't be any asking me what i want to do or this or that, he will ( Read more... )

i FINALLY bought ashlee.. haha. she is my little guilty pleasure, mm. got stalked by the punkxrockxcore employee at circuit city, thanks homie! i also ventured to borders and barnes & noble, i bought two books and a magazine at borders. what is with me buying buying buying lately? it's weird, but i said those purchases were okay because they were " ( Read more... )

i really want "my" ring, but i'll probably have to wait until christmas. i don't have the means to afford it right now and there is no special reason for my mother to buy it for me, so, christmas it is! i also really want these chanel quilted sunglasses, but at the rate i lose and drop and forget about sunglasses, i should just stick to my cheapies ( Read more... )

i can honestly say, i love it here!! that makes me feel really well. after this year, though, i'm going to have to do some serious thinking, AA in hand or not. it's so hard to fathom what i have to think about (though some people make it easier & some make it harder) and growing up. ugh ( Read more... )

i want to quit, i really really do, but i know better. this is all making me a stronger person, every single last bit of it. it is how we learn and learn how to get by and makes us into better people. i just have to remember that and at least it isn't something REALLY serious, this time ( Read more... )

so, i know i'm always complaining and finding things wrong with my car, but it's a good thing i do! otherwise, i would have been dead about five times over. yet again, i was right, something major was wrong. i will be LUCKY if i get to leave here tomorrow evening to go back to tampa and get my stuff set-up completely for school. the worst part is ( Read more... )

so, i moved... well, sorta! yesterday my mom woke up and said "did you maybe wanna move today?" and then the boardwalk girl called and asked if i was coming this weekend, so that was that. we got everything loaded in about 30 minutes and everything fit into my car and the tahoe, which worked out nicely. i spent the night there last night and had a ( Read more... )