I'm just being a selfish bastard. She needs time. She has a lot of shit going on right now. She needs to figure everything else out before she can put her energy into this relationship. *sigh* Yeah, it's gonna be hard, but I think I can manage to give her the time she needs. :/

I'm pouring my entire being into this relationship. Every ounce of my energy flows toward her. And what do I get in return? It seems like she's holding back. Maybe it's because she's afraid of getting hurt. Maybe she just doesn't have it in her to give me what I want. What I feel like I need. Maybe she's spreading herself too thin. I need ( Read more... )

Welp.. I had an interesting weekend. On friday, Debbie and I went out on our second "date". We ate at Ryan's (a buffet dinner place if you haven't heard of it), then we went and saw Bruce Almighty. It was a pretty good movie. It had a good, heartwarming story with plenty of laughs. I think it was worth the money. So yeah, after that we ( Read more... )

Hey, will you stay awhile? My smile will not mislead you. Cause I've been alone and my faith turned to stone. Still there's something in you I believe in. Close to your pierce, I go wild and fierce. Still I let you be. I feel you next to me. Cause outside I feel a wind it starts to blow, I'm taken in your undertow. Everything is fine, but I ( Read more... )

Incubus board seems to be not working right, so I figured I'd battle Erin with strength. And I won! Ha!

I get to try out for a band this friday. Wish me luck!

I was on the phone with her for about an hour tonight after working with her for 10 hours today, but when I hung up the phone all I could do for 5 minutes was hold it in my hand. I actually thought about calling her right back just to hear her voice again ( Read more... )

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you...

Ah, I missed you sweet HTML. *romantic sigh*

Yep, I sang with Toefinger on saturday. They let me sing two songs this time. The first one was Possum Kingdom by the Toadies. It was funny because while I was singing, my sister-in-law came up to the stage and threw these huge grany-panties at me. It didn't mess me up though. I just grabbed them, smiled, held them up and kept on singing. ( Read more... )