You Are a Bright Star Soul


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i cant stand this anymore. i just want to rip my eyes out. or my heart. it always leads me in the wrong direction. straight to someone who wont or cant feel the same way about me ( Read more... )

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I am on some kind of kick. calling shawn almost every night. watching movies. crazy dreams. trying to talk to diamond. talking to andrew. thinking about new york on new years eve with steven. finding out about some friend of mine breaking up. and then thinking about hooking up with the guy. i dont know. maybe i need to get some booty. i cant ( Read more... )

I cant help but be uncomfortable around those two. Or two others. Or one other. I had all three of those boys first, and now you have them. I feel super wierd hanging out with you guys together. The first two I like both separately. She is nice and I enjoy being around her. He is fun and musically inclined, and I like watching him play. And for ( Read more... )

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Jordan Leigh Sutherland (very gender neutral ( Read more... )

I am reminded every day how much i dont like it here. people talking about me when they dont know i am there and can hear them. kissing boys who arent over exes. hooking up with sluts. getting told i think everyone likes me. drunk boys getting in my face. never getting to see my friends. feeling left out of inside jokes sitting in the back. having ( Read more... )

I have always wondered why I dont ever quite get what I want from or with people. They like me, I know that. But I figured out that I cant get what I want from them because I am not quite special ENOUGH. There is always someone they like more or better. It doesnt mean they dont like me. Just that someone else is more important and vital. And that ( Read more... )

I totally sympathize with Cat from 10 things I hate about you. She hates so much about that boy, but she cant help being totally in love with him. I feel the same way about Jason. He pisses me off in so many ways. But I fucking love him. And I cant stand it. I wrote the letter to him about being straight forward with me. I am putting it here, so I ( Read more... )