Comments | inculoser: the first day of a new year...

inculoser

the first day of a new year...

Jan 01, 2006 21:11

and nothing has changed. Planning on leaving hopefully on the eleventh. I cannot wait to get out of here..really. I'm more excited about this than i have been for anything..ever. I think i'm getting sick and last night was so disappointing..my new years resolution is to quit smoking and lose some weight. 10 days until i am estimated to leave..i ( Read more... )

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pezzodimerda January 2 2006, 03:15:58 UTC

tanks of kelly love are running on empty - :):) ... mine will be :(

dreathefoxx January 2 2006, 21:53:45 UTC

You know.
Before you left.
And after you got back.
Ive seen you like. very very little.
And you are leaving/
Sad. We dont even know eachother anymore.
We changed in opposite directions.
broken promises leave us apart.
have fun in life.
and thank you for paying me back.
I hope you are successful in whatever you do.

inculoser January 3 2006, 07:06:55 UTC

No..you want to know what is funny? Broken promises do not leave us apart..i just got my checks and got them cashed on friday..you know what else? i have about 500 dollars to my name..and i'm supposed to start a new life with that. Now..once i get a steady job and shit you know i'll pay you back...i couldn't even imagine not doing that..but you try what i'm doing..seriously. Leaving everything behind...and you have seen me..once..and what influenced me the most was your reaction that day. You didn't want me there..you didn't give two shits that you hadn't seen me in like 6 months. No. I kept calling you and i kept messaging you and i was the only one trying to do anything with you. I never got that in return. So don't act like this is all my fault. Yeah we've changed..you got a boyfriend..isn't that how the story always goes? Thanks for having enough love to spread..

dreathefoxx January 3 2006, 13:43:49 UTC

it wasnt an angry post
dont take it as blaming you
because its not.
everything became different,
even before my boyfriend.
im not being angry, placing fault, or anything.
it was simply a statement.
and thats how i feel to leave it.
it takes alot to do what you are doing,
i know that.
i havent even left my house at all.
you did it a long time ago.
im not looking down on you, or what you are doing.
but..yeah. alright. im off to school.
much luck to you

inculoser January 3 2006, 17:14:46 UTC

well i do miss you and i do want to see you before i leave. I'm getting my plane ticket either tonight or tomorrow...i should be leaving hopefully around the eleventh...how come you were so distant when you did see me..the day i stopped by your house? It seemed like you wanted nothing to do with me.