wtf

[indarknesslives]

i feel this terrible need to belong to something, or to someone (as of this point in time i'm not sure which), but i'm so fucking sick of livejournal. i know how hypocritical i'm being right now, but i don't really have anything else. i'm really bored with life and overwhelmed with the money i have to spend lately ($300 for car fixing, $155/

Comments

[byebyeoutside]

Parker,

Don't worry about your feelings too much. You're stressed and yes, chocked, and overwhelmed. It's normal and honestly, I feel the same way. Usually I feel impatient. All last semester I felt depressed and yes, at times, thinking suicide and what not. I'm not trying to belittle your feeling, however, because I know they are significant. There is a good chance that your ticks and obcessions will stop once you get into a new environment, have positive distractions, and have a guided sense of purpose to everything you do. You know the source for your feelings, and they will diminish here in less than a week. Focus on this girl. Everything will change.

[still_echo]

mongo don't be so depressed....
i really hope, and believe that things will get better for you once you move out. it will give you a new focus and new responsibilites. at the same time i hope it won't be too much freedom, after the little you have right now. it makes me happy seeing you around, and even though you had to leave so early it still was great you atleast got to hang out for a while.
next time you get sad just think about teenage zombies, or call me ;)
<3

parker's requim

[thisgreatdecay]

the roads may wind in ways we find unfit, and storms and fires may make the treck toilsome.

but the things over which we have control are the tings we will never forget.

i know our paths will meet again soon.

it'll be ok

[anonymous]

Don't worry Parker I am sure everything will work out for you, it always does.

[anonymous]

Parker, I'm sure whatever is stressing you out really doesn't matter at all. Get over it and yourself.

And david, its not that you're not the most totally awesome guy ever, its just that tings is not a word.

[indarknesslives]

first of all, your post has real weight seeing as how you're posting anonymously. you're too scared to even give a name. why insult someone without even taking credit for it?

second, we all make mistakes. true, dave makes more spelling mistakes than most of us, but i don't think that's anything to hold against him. and i'd prefer you not bash on my best friend in my journal. if you want to give him shit, he has his own message board.

and if you expect me to care at all about the things you said, give a fucking name sir or madaam "anonymous".