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indarktrees

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Oct 14, 2003 22:26

To some people I know self destruction is a phase in their lives, something bad, for awhile, for their grandoise moment. To me its become me, part of me, a fact of life, that this heart can't cooperate with the mind, and that this soul is splitting in this skin. But amidst all this, I am quietly content with things such as littering my room with ( Read more... )

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ex_blackface184 October 14 2003, 21:50:17 UTC

how'd you get so wise, Naz? i don't even know what self destruction is anymore.

indarktrees October 15 2003, 07:16:31 UTC

i'm not

revolution October 14 2003, 23:48:50 UTC

you're beautiful.

indarktrees October 15 2003, 08:26:32 UTC

that too i'm not

anonymous October 16 2003, 06:03:52 UTC

Tender and tragic, you say?

everything from threatening to kill yourself, to cutting, to pretending to be bipolar, to adopting character traits that belong to people you call friends then claiming them as original aspects of your individuality.
YOU've done it all, Naz.

You are nothing, if not consistently and utterly pathetic.

indarktrees October 16 2003, 06:54:18 UTC

thanks

anonymous October 16 2003, 06:55:06 UTC

Oh you hate yourself.
Is that why you choose to freely brandish the tiny little nicks on your body? Tiny little nicks that draw curiously sympathetic stares from strangers? Insignificant scratches that you want to call scars?
Or is that why you routinely choose to pretend to be something other than the cowardly wreck that you've always been.
Wake up, Naz.
It's only pity we feel for you, never love.
Though we don't blame you for simply preferring the latter. It is afterall, what you've always been after. You sorry little attention seeking wench.