I have this person in my life that I care about. He's made some decisions that he shouldn't have. I can't get it out of my head. It's bothering me to the point of tears, and I don't cry. I feel like I can't do anything about the situation. Not me, not his friends, not his parents, not anyone. Because he's a "big boy" and he can "take care of ( Read more... )

I want to move to california right now. Someone is there that intrests me... alot. :)

We have another band practice today and I really really hope it goes better. I'm super sick of uneventful practices.

Wow, final days are really getting to me. I'm just a little stressed out. Oh well, life goes on. I'm really getting sick of high school. This is bad, seeing as how I still have a year left. I'm actually supposed to be in 1st hour right now. Obviously, I'm not. I should probably stop being so lazy. If it wasn't so much fun doing nothing, it would be ( Read more... )

So I like Fred. I can't get over it. The only problem is, he doesn't seem too interested. I'm trying my hardest not to let myself like him too much so I don't set myself up for more dissapointment, but it's not really working. Why does he have to be so dang cute? It aggravates me. I'll just keep my distance and not get too involved... if I can help

Fred and Fielding just invited me to go and watch a movie with them and I can't go. I'm way depressed because I've wanted to hang out with Fred for weeks now. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! That's me screaming. I can't wait until I move out so I don't have to worry about curfew.

Today me, felis, and Clair went boarding at the sand dunes. It was fun except for the walking up the hill part. We were planning on going to Kelly, but it turned out that Steven up and left all of a sudden and we needed him for our free passes.. so we didn't go. It was dissapointing, but we still had fun. We're just a bunch of poor Idaho kids ( Read more... )

I'm finally over Braden. I wasn't before. I found that out recently. I don't know why it took me so long to let go. It's really weird bc when we were together, I was embarrassed to even tell other people that we were going out. I didn't want anyone else to know about it. I don't understand myself sometimes. Anyway, the frustration of that ( Read more... )

OKay, so my computer shut down, so you are going to get the short version of "blizzards and boys." We're suppose to have a major blizzard, but we aren't. Boys? Boys are just dumb. TaaDaa ( Read more... )

check one two... this is felis.. check check!