seriously, if I hadn't had quite so much to drink tonight, I would have been in tears earlier...as these fucking bicycle cops were yelling at me, jesse, terrence and mike through the fenced off parking lot where my car was stuck inside. My car almost got towed. If I hadn't been so calm, and nodded and taken their bullshit, we would have been ( Read more... )

We'll do it all ( Read more... )

I pretty much am questioning everything I know right now. I pretty much feel uncomfortable in my own skin and I hate it so much. I can't breathe. I've been happy for several months now...like ridiculous happy. Like laughing for no reason happy. And all of a sudden I can't even think about the months ahead, spread out in front of me, waiting to ( Read more... )

So I am poor. Seriously, really poor. I have a lot of debt to pay off on my credit card this summer. Pretty much nothing in my fake savings account, the last of my checking, you get the idea. I have no money. So these next few days are going to be the last in which I pretend to not worry about it. Next week I have to get a job. And it will probably ( Read more... )

Seriously, I am over today. My head hurts. I keep messing around online when I should just finish this take home essay test. Then I can relax, and breathe again, and possibly sleep. Finals are killing me. I want this week to be over, but I also don't want to go home. I will miss tampa.

Damnit.

Focus, alex. FOCUS. Only 5 trillion more words to go

YOU KNOW WHAT IS EXCITING?:

when you can fit into smaller sized pants!!!!!!

owww owwwwwwwwwww.

brett is mean.

so we got our "soul readings" back in my devil class the other day (literature and the occult)...and the age of my soul is "mature" and my essence/type is "artisan"...so while I'm reading for class tomorrow I stumbled upon a blurb about the Mature Artisan ( Read more... )

my bed is lonely now.

ahhh I AM SO HAPPY. seriously. I just took a walk to starbucks and the sun is shining and the wind is blowing gently and my ipod was playing perfect music and I just felt so so incredibly happy. I wish someone was there, or here, to share it with. I couldn't stop smiling. I probably looked like a weirdo. I want to hug someone ( Read more... )