ok...so this evening was pretty much a total bust...BUT....

mybabydaddy is on SNL tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EDDIE VEDDER!!!!

I just hope I'm back from the damn lightning game in time!!!! ahhhh!!!

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I GIVE UP.

So I'm sitting here all alone at home between doctor appointments and (sort of) watching Harry Potter...and I've been thinking. Besides the fact that my teeth now hurt, thanks to a brutal "cleaning", and that I don't want to go to the eye doctor later, nothing seems to be wrong. The overwhelming stress I've been feeling with school seems to be ( Read more... )

today was a good day :)

Things I've learned in the past week ( Read more... )

i don't like feeling like this. i don't like feeling like this at all.

For months now I've been wanting to write in my journal on here, but I've had too much on my mind. I couldn't sort anything out. I couldn't translate how I was feeling. And that really isn't the best feeling in the world ( Read more... )

i'll be back soon, so looook out.

i've been meaning to write for awhile now. i've been too busy zoning out, going to class, or getting emotional, though. and so it is ( Read more... )

So I still feel like it's hard to make it through my days, between distractions anyway. I enjoyed last weekend a lot...my drewy came to visit and we played cranium and ate hot dogs and slept on my twin bed. It really is hard in between, being away, trying to enjoy this time of my life, when all i want to do is jump ahead to when i won't have to ( Read more... )