Wow. Haven't written in this in a while. I thought I had deleted it, but I'm kind of glad I didn't. I need a release...a release to something or someone. I can not trust anyone and the only person I can lives in fucking Ft. Myers. So I am now here....moved out, doing it on my own, broke up with Jeremy, have become my basic old self again, it seems ( Read more... )

Alright....this is probably going to be my last update in this journal.
It's time...

I'm deleting my livejournal.
It was a good high school friend.

However it's all in the past.

I don't even think anyone pays attention to this.

Oh well.

I'll be deleting it this week.

I don't know what it is about this month or hell I just don't know whats going on but I have just been wanting to get into some sort of trouble. Not like with the law or anything. Just be mischievous I suppose? I'm going crazy ( Read more... )

Well well well...as of today I am no longer a teenager.

I find that kind of depressing.

I think I'll go color in coloring books now. =)

hehe.
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I'm almost to the point where this will be the last holiday I celebrate. Year after year my holidays are spent crying and finding out what else my mother thinks of me. This year I'm an embarrassment...which I knew. I'm not preppy, I'm not extrememly feminine, I'm not like my cousins. I'm supposably dark and evil. What else should I feel but hate ( Read more... )

Today was a bad bad bad day.
This weekend was so much fun...and I come back to shit and god hating me...yay.

FIND ME A JOB
BUY MY CAR
STOP THE DRAMA

Then I'll be happy.

Apple can shove all their products up their ass.

I'm done with Apple.
Anyone know of a good mp3 player?

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You took my hand ( Read more... )

I love Ashley Tarte and Kaylee...lol!!!!!

They made me feel so much better!
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