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sigh, i wanted to write about all the shit that i was feeling but i dont really want to go through the annoyance of feeling everything im writting about. so for now you get this. if you care that is. im still alive, and i guess i can deal with that for now. on the bright side. it could always be worse. and "you are a little soul carrying about a ( Read more... )

"There are always good people in the world. And if there weren't, we probably wouldn't be able to eat. Or get drunk. The reasons why we are out here vary. Some choose to be out here. They like the thrill and adventure. Some are throw aways, who nobody wanted. Either fired from their job, thrown out by their land lord, or treated like shit by their ( Read more... )

GODDAMMIT RED IS BACK THE FUCK IN JAIL FUCK FUCK FUCK.. HE WAS ONLY OUT FOR A WEEK.. FUCK. FUCK IM SAD.

if you want his address gimme a call or email me.

he needs people to send him shit i know hes fucking depressed as hell.

if you want to get on the visitor list gimmie a call

sorry to everyone for being so depressing of a person.. im trying to work on it i promise i know u dont wanna read depressing shit, and its probably pretty annoying.. just seems ive been going through this shit for way to long really way to long. maybe ill post some poems or something or i dont know.. maybe when i learn to better annunciate my ( Read more... )

hold me please and dont let go im running and i have no where to go stand infront of the door thward the interference dont let the thoughts win. dont let em in. get away from here? what the fuck are we doing? why the fuck are we doing it? why the fuck did he have to do that? why do those songs have to come on? i think im just gonna leave this ( Read more... )

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im getting so fed up with life

Every night he pretended to kill himself in front of her.

Time for a change she thought, as she exchanged the blanks for bullets.

Time for a change he thought, tonight I pretend to kill the baby.

-story from the smoke box