i am......what i thought id never become

[independentzumy]

man ive just watched everything ive worked so hard for crumble. god dammit i hate this rage i need to get rid of this rage i dont, want to become what ive spent so fucking long running away from trying to stay alive. i hate all this bullshit some body wanna trade minds for a while? maybe. dammit i feel like all these years have been a waste and i

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[__unloveablex]

omg are you ok?
you didn't tell me something was wrong...
just like you told me, you dont need to die.
this will pass and things will be better.
you are an amazing person
you can avoid this, because you are such a strong person and i know you can do it.

[independentzumy]

yea im fine, always fine. yea sorry, i dont really like bitching much seems its all i feel i do tho, i dunno. thanks tho man for sure hope your well.

[fadedstar916]

carmen, you rock the world and you're F*IN great. we must chill i will call this week. just started a new job so im kinda busy. but yea, must chill

[independentzumy]

damn dude thanks, yea we must chill call me when your not busy im leaving to go to new york i think pretty soon tho like in 14 days maybe i dunno. but i wont be out there to long.

[dear_die_ary]

i know exactly how you feel...well maybe not exactly but i know how your feeling...i have felt like that before...im still working harder than ever to make something of myself...and slowly its all coming together...somedays are still a struggle...all of my so called "friends" are either in jail or fucked up on meth...i told them all to fuck off...i get so sick of them all only coming around when they want something...dude im loving your icon!!! good bands! great music!!!....take care

[independentzumy]

yea dude fucking tweaks some shit the farther west you go, but heroins more around michigan than when i left man so many kids lost their souls this summer, cant even look em in the eyes cuse its not them anymore- its recockulus. yea im glad to hear tho im trying to do the make something to a lil bit atleast. yea thanks i hope u guys are both well tho and take care your self

[whywould]

Hey! I don't know what to say, but I can offer my friendship. You asked me to add you sometime ago and I have only just read your comment. You said that I commented on something a mutual friend posted, I think it must have been unloveablex. I have added you if you would like to add me? *HUGS*

[independentzumy]

added for sure, thank you. hope your well.