Just as an FYI everyone my Wish List is under Heidi's name and it's the only wishlist.

Buy me Vanity Fair

My wishlist has been started. Go at it SUCKAZ.

I need the magazine subscriptions.

I finally got my fucking license!

By day I will be Zues, King of the Gods. By night, Deshandel the black choir boy.

I got my room assignment today. My roommate is a choreography major and his name is SAM.

Absolutely ridiculous.

So guess what...

...I almost did it perfectly, almost.

two more chances.

I'm so nervous right now, I feel sick. I have to get this right. I have to get this down perfect.

Well, I guess it's okay that I fall for these guys. I know I shouldn't but I know I can handle it. I can handle my feelings. Maybe that means I don't like them as much as I think I do. I dunno ( Read more... )

I feel like dancing. I feel like being spontaneous.

Dear Santa,

For Christmas, I would like the courage to go into the world and live for myself.

I'm going to do dishes and sketch.

I'm so sick of overdramatic bullshit. And you know I find it odd that you sit there and talk about how much you hate yourself, but then whenever you don't like something you tell me how you could do it better. That doesn't sound like self-loathing to me ( Read more... )