note to self / pieces to incorporate into my tattoos:

- feather underneath each collarbone
- "Howl"
- dia de los muertas skull
- Jack Kerouac portrait/quote (?)
- Devendra stripes
- swallows
  yellow bird
- howling wolf / moon (?)
- sea
  The Great Wave (?)
- dreamcatcher (?)
- gypsy / American traditional
- full backpiece (?)
  Japanese style
  dragon / phoenix
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1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for yr own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside yr own house
4. Be in love with yr life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom ( Read more... )

god I hate when the garbage truck comes in the morning. my head is a mess. I shouldn't have had all that red wine last night, but it was such a good night, drinking our sorrows away. I haven't slept for hours and I'm not sure if I feel sick or not. I had some tea while the sun started to rise. it's getting brighter by the minute. orange juice? ( Read more... )

I write sentences but I just keep deleting them, and finally I end up not posting anything at all. I just thought I'd tell you. I'll cry myself to sleep tonight.

1999 by Kevin A. González

We were driving to your funeral
& our father was not crying
because he has a way
of tying ribbons around grief.
It was the year we learned
the piercing that prefaces the blood
holds the most delicate of darknesses.
Then it was the year we opened
all our faucets & waited for the sea
to bleed to death. Then it was the year
we set fire ( Read more... )

I update my tumblr, every day, all the time. mostly pictures, not words

I'm back from England. I've gotten a tumblr.
I don't know what else to say. It all feels quite surreal.

graduating tomorrow. shit.  I'm nervous/excited. within a day, I'll be officially adult and also unemployed. it's scary. I have to figure out what to do. where to go. who to be. ahhh god.

don't really have time now, soo. alright.

oh goddd. I'm listening to Good Charlotte's "The Chronicles of Life and Death" for the first time in like, forever. all the feelings just come rushing back. I'm not ashamed to say that this record had a huge influence in my life. Good Charlotte helped me through some tough times. and I don't care if you think they're posers or mainstream or ( Read more... )

so I started my own music blog, read it here. I can't stop writing about music. It's mostly about indie/folk + Belle & Sebastian type of music, with reviews, lists, mixes and recommendations.

otherwise.. I don't know, I've been hanging around at home. started working out, cutting down on snacks etc. don't have much school nowadays. been watching a ( Read more... )