i've got another journal online. its a little bit more private. you can try to find it...you wont. dont ask for the address...i'll only give it to the people i really want to read it. i'll update this one too. dont worry, i still love you

the mission trip was awesome. we put pickles on brian every night, he got us back. josh and brian "pooped" in the shower. it was one of the best weeks of my life. i miss all them so much. i miss her. i know, i'm a little retard, but thats how it goes. i miss her. i doubt she likes me. yep, playing the doubting game again. i suck. on the trip i was ( Read more... )

got home tonight. quick update:

awesome time at oaks.
awesome new friends.
sweet new shirts.
emily is now in last minute dance with me and jesse.
spandexxx is very itchy.
pickles and poop.

i guess a few are inside jokes. i'll explain more later. its 12:30...and i am tired.

peace out,
alexj

well, i leave for oaks in about an hour. we have to be there at five. it was easy to wake up this morning. it should be an awesome time. i really hope it helps center me more. i've been failing...but we all do ( Read more... )

polly pocket

my littlest pet shop (er whatever its called)

it was great. i cant really explain it. it was too beautiful and awesome

well, its fourth hour. i just woke up again. now i've taken over the computer and put in my acoustic.indie.emo cd. its playing for the whole class. i've been told "turn off that queer music" and "get off the computer fruitcake." oh how i love my class mates. i'll turn it off in a few minutes...as soon as i am done on here ( Read more... )

play last night. it was fun. it was a really good show. after we all went to village inn. it was fun. i need to cherish these moments. all the people i really love are leaving next year. i'll miss her. i hope she knows that. i did tell her. it was a good move ( Read more... )

i'm trying to write a song. i cant find the words. i bet i'll find them. she always inspires me.

tomorrow i tell her...and i hope she smiles.

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.:indie.rock.steve:.

good time today. i recorded most of the day. one of the songs completely rocks. i think i'll record it again and decide which one i like more. i'll burn that to a cd and give it to her. i hope she likes it. party tonight. it was fun. watched empire records and fell asleep. it was fun.

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i went to goodwill tonight with andrew. i bought to sweet shirts and three suit coats and a yellow tie. it was fun. we went to kohls so i could get some pants too. all of this is wonderful. we went to newberries and sat there for a while and talked to julie and amanda. it was fun. then it was to the cup for a while. we sat and talked and had a ( Read more... )