I've crunched the numbers with realistic expectations for grade achievements based on past grades.  Right now, with some good work and good luck, the best I can probably hope for in my Latin American History class is a D, or earning around 66% of all the possible points.  This doesn't include potential future assignments that are not listed on the ( Read more... )

I can't wait to go home, but I'm going to stay here a little longer for personal reasons.  Just not ready to go home yet... also, I just realized that my GWAM seems to be pretty high as of late.  If I listen to myself type on a legitimate keyboard with a desktop computer as opposed to a laptop computer, I make fairly constant and consistant ( Read more... )

All my clubs are going great, classes aren't too hard so far, and choir is a lot of fun.  We're even performing in Chicago in February!  I'm also attending MBLGTACC 2013 in Wisconsin in February, too.  I'm also going to see Celtic Woman perform live in Minneapolis and go to my first Anime Convention in April.  I've reconnected with lots of friends ( Read more... )

Angry roommates, tense relationships.  We haven't even seen or spoken to each other in days now, despite living in the same house.  And now, one of them is lying, saying that I was aware of the whole situation and well-informed that Landis was moving in.  I don't even park my car near my apartment anymore.  I don't want to have to deal with Car ( Read more... )

My roommates decided to move in Landis while I was away on my 2-week vacation for the holidays.   My roommates ALSO decided not to say anything to me about it while I was gone.  When I got back, they still did not tell me anything from yesterday to tonight.  I had to ask one of them what was going on.  Upon telling Jenea about it (my friend from ( Read more... )

I hate feeling this way... I hate feeling this way...

Yet life does not wait for you to feel better, emotionally or physically.   I will continue to mend the emptiness and hopelessness that I have always worked and reworked for years.  These sinking feelings that come and go just like the various phases of the moon and the sunrise and sunset.

Not entirely sure why, but I haven't had a lot of positive things happen lately, though I am thankful that I at least found a 2nd part-time job, even if the position is equivalent to "store-bitch."  The only people with potentially worse jobs would be those in the stock department or strictly cashier.  My first day probably felt a bit cruddy ( Read more... )

I made a run-in with someone a day or two ago online.  He was a friend of one of my roommate's online, so I decided to befriend him myself.  It only took an hour or so of just some random IMs that I got a bad vibe from it ( Read more... )

Not that I'm going to off myself or anything, though the thought has come to mind many times these past couple weeks.

Just wish I knew why I am so fail, y'know?

Like, what's so wrong with me that it has made most of 2011 feel like a waste of time already?

It must seem like I get depressed easily over things?  XD  Well, sometimes it's not far from the truth, but I do have happy times as well, I just tend not to use LiveJournal unless I'm feeling down ( Read more... )