In all versions of the Omen the little child is the anti-christ, blah, blah blah ( Read more... )

Maybe it's just the night. It's usually at night where my mind becomes its worst enemy in a subtle yet grating way ( Read more... )

Uncertain if it really gets better
at the point of losing hope
skeptical

self-doubt

I don't believe in myself
There's no one to confide with
Maybe there will be no friends next semester
The true meaning of being alone.

Soon this semester will come to an end. I haven't had the time to think about the semester that has just passed per se, but I felt that things have changed ( Read more... )

Or so I think ( Read more... )

perhaps it was actually best that things turn out the way it did ( Read more... )

due to mood shift; I've reached the point where I almost totally stopped giving a shit about her (I deserve better than this rough treatment; I already told her I was sorry and whatever), realized that I'm admired by many, and realize that I'm rad and determined to enjoy life ( Read more... )

memories that once brought joy only brings pain and self-loathing

depression is seductive because it seems to tell the truth,
when I was "normal" prior to October I was really just deluding myself,
I thought that my hope payed off finally but in the end it just falls apart.
now it seems impossible to pretend that "it'll all be ok" or "it'll all be

Am I ugly ( Read more... )

It's never been this bad as now.

I wake up depressed to the point that sometimes right after I cry,

I have no motivation...everything seems like a charade for nothing,

stress only worsens it all (and college is full of it),

My "normal mood" is jaded and melancholic,

I feel hopeless and trapped,

A nobody,

alone