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Empathy is a double-edged sword
Life does not give me what I desire
Than why should I contribute to life?
It's almost like we are not meant to be.
Perhaps I should walk out the stage and spare myself from neglect -
Is my life worth living?
that is the question
devoid of the ability to see into the future
it feels like the answer is no. -
I don't think anyone understands
how much I missed that feeling
It made me feel happy
assured
confident
invincible, like able to accomplish anything
I ruined it -
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I'm weak, stupid, and foolish.
My life is one big regret.
I should be dead.
I'm cursed -
longing for that feeling and jealousy
I miss the feeling of being loved.
jealously is only a reflection of my own insecurity, in this case. -
Why bother?
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Repeated Motiffs and Themes in Certain Indie Music
1)"primitive" or ancient culture/society motiff/imagery, sometimes with a psychedelic edge. (MGMT's Electric Feel and Time to Pretend, Of Montreal's Coquette Coquette, Empire of the Sun's We Are The People, etc ( Read more... ) -
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Random things
Most of my dreams feature women and psychedelics.
I've met a DMT shaman hippie in Palm Beach.
Talked a little bit with Sam, says it's all good and taken a little bit of odd psych-like stuff. Told me implicitly that I would create great achievements if only I moved to a major city like NYC.
Odd state of mind -
If I learned anything in these 21 years of life...
...it seems that learning to let go or take certain things in strides is a useful life lesson. Sometimes we get hanged up on things, somewhat emotionally hurtful things and such, that are really not important in the grand scheme of things and are only a hang-up because we mentally make them so. The good thing is that many things, if not all, are ( Read more... )
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