I'm not trying to be "emo". Or dramatic. I'm not looking for attention.
But something isn't right.
I feel like shit lately. Help.

I can't remember when I first put my shovel into the sand,
But I began digging while I stared at the sky.
I kept staring.
Kept digging.
And when I finally looked around,
I was already in a hole.
It's dark in here,
and it's deep.
Which way's out?

Something fought and won against me to dig this journal up and breathe life back into it. Something called me to change its status from "deleated" to "activated", and it can only logically be my severe weakness for my past.

I want to keep everything alive. I will do this.

Would you ( Read more... )

i wish that it wasn't 12:24 am on a thursday night ( Read more... )

y brown seagull: no. she's amazing. i'm just lcuky enough to experience it

^wonder when i'll find a love like that.

i think i have a new best friend
[whos name will remain anonymous]

somebody give me a topic to write about for the hilltopper please?

im in a much much much better mood today... which is good. Happy to be drugged up and well, balanced.

I've given up on the male species until college by the way.
they can all go fuck eachother until im ready for them.

love you all much,
steph.

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When the only two major political parties in the country support the conquest of Iraq, Afghanistan, Palestine, and Columbia, subversion of democracy in Haiti and Venezuela, the erosion of civil liberties, scapegoating of immigrants, the expansion of a prison-industrial complex, the death penalty, corporate designed free trade agreements, the ( Read more... )

maybe im
just wrong.
always.
wrong.

alright so nobody's on and im bored as hell ( Read more... )