Jealousy to me is the most troubling of the human emotions. I despise myself as a hypocrite whenever I grow jealous ( Read more... )

I have grown uncontrollably annoyed by teenagers and young adults thinking they have something important to say. Mind you, sometimes there comes an anomole, a genius, a true artist. But mostly there are just really stupid motherfuckers who say the same thing as everyone else, but really poorly ( Read more... )

Ask me anything why don't you. I'll tell you the answer, completely honestly. However, I may succumb to poetics when some things need cushioning.

1:30 in the morning again, and on livejournal. Terrible, I should be ashamed. Though I hate to admit, I do feel good about going on livejournal more often than I have been. Reminds me of the good old days, yar yar ( Read more... )

Why am I not in bed? I got to sleep past seven in the morning, SEVEN IN THE MORNING, then had to wake up to go to work, and worked ALL DAY, and got home past midnight, and all day I had the hangover of hell. Why am I on livejournal? Why ( Read more... )

I deleted Daniel's emails and I threw away his damn belt, which was the last real remnant of him in my life. I should say rather that Tyler threw away Daniel's belt. I was acting silly, like all girls do at times, and saying things like, "I don't know what to do with this. I don't want it here but if I throw it away it will just sit there in the ( Read more... )

I suppose I'm just frustrated. I did Yoga last night, and afterwards I decided it would be best if I go on a spiritual journey. I am incredibly void of spiritual anything. And I have been functional and happy, but everything seems so utterly fleeting. Love does not bring me contentment, except in a moment to moment basis. Sex is the same way, and I ( Read more... )

Moorpark Computer Lab. I adore how I never go online unless I am not at home. I have not read any of your livejournals in ages. In a way this saddens me because it severs my connection to you. But then again, how much of a relationship should be based on internet journaling ( Read more... )

I stumbled upon an awesome Japanese place right next to my gym. That is where I am now. I am drinking deliciousness by the name of "Snow Bubble". I envy the asian in their perfection ( Read more... )

I haven't been writing in this at all lately. I think about it sometimes and feel guilty, as if I'm letting a party of myself fall away, and perhaps even losing contact with a whole group of people. But I have been relatively content lately. I have had an aversion to going online at all or calling boys. I don't know why. I decided, for many reasons ( Read more... )