Everythings crashed.. and it's not some stupid shit like boys or school or dieting or friends. nothing as ridiculously dumb as that. it's like my truest friend, my biggest inspiration, my idol, has faltered and fallen and she can't get back up again. she forgot how to love herself and now she's lying in a comfy manger, staring into small spaces ( Read more... )

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And you wake up and snow is falling, and there's a song playing in your head, and your mama asks you what you want for breakfast, anything; and suddenly all the hurt is taken away.

it's amazing how things get turned around, but then, if you just wait and persist, they come back to you, just like they were when it first started.
i am on top of the world.
last night was amazing.

An era has ended that I thought would never end ( Read more... )

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dont you just love it when you get so wet, you feel so bad, you look so terrible, that you just want to lose yourself. roll down a dirty, wet hill. get totally wasted. eat 1000 chocolate bars. throw yourself off the bleachers. scream at people. just go off. i wish i could say my hair and face are wet just from the rain, but that would be a complete ( Read more... )

there are certain people who i love so much. who make you laugh and don't make you cry. and who can tell whether they're making you laugh or cry. meaning, there are certain other people who i do not love so much ( Read more... )

i'm going to see jamie cullum and milton (oh my god, crazy ass times!) on october 11th at irving plaza. anyone interested in coming?

mwah-zers

katie

p.s.
this weekend has rocked so much