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[indigosea101516]

theres so much to say but i dont even know where to begin. i essentially collapsed on my outside stairs last night, was found by my mother, comforted, slept in her bed in my clothes, crying hysterically. and even right now, i'm still crying. writing this, i'm crying. everything i do, see and hear, reminds me of him. i dont know how i'm gonna make

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[michelle_xoxo]

::hug::
i cant imagine how you are feeling seeing as if i've never been in that situation. but i have felt deeply hurt and pained that way before and i know that really nothing anyone says or does makes it that much better. because after all your friends comfort you, nate's still gone. time is the only remedy for your pain and it sucks so much. and i guess now you might be wondering if it was worth it; if it was worth loving him because now you are feeling so much pain. but it was. love is always worth it. some people arent meant to stay in our lives forever theyr just meant to teach us a lesson.

all my love, michelle

[indigosea101516]

michelle, i am amazed, but you moved me to tears. someone told me that its better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all. and i agree with that and think you are right. it's funny, nate, well it's a long story, but his pshycic uncle guy told nate that he was a teacher, that he had all this energy built up because so many people were following him. and you're right, i feel like he has taught me a lot. but it doesn't make it feel any better, u know?

thanks
-kt

[fabs_andrea]

Katie Pine! I wish I could hug you right now.
I hate boys, but I love you!

[indigosea101516]

hehe thanks andrea. unfortunetly, i dont hate boys, which is possibly even worse than hating them if u know what i mean. anyway, thanks a bunch.

-katie

[fabs_andrea]

Well i don't hate boys either. It's just that at the particular moment. They like to mess with me.

[indigosea101516]

actually now that i come to think of it, boys arn't so great. haha, i mean. sigh.
have an awesome summer andrea!
-kt

[amtilo37]

miss katie, i'm so sorry about nate. we talked some today during school so i kind of have a little idea of what you're going through, but i have no advice to offer. seeing you as sad as you were today was so unbelievably upsetting. what i can offer you, is my cell phone number, which you already have. so call me if you need to talk. please.

i love you soo much, <3
Amanda

[indigosea101516]

aw amanda thank you so much. knowing that you and all my friends and family are there for me is whats getting me through this. really, thank you from the bottom of my heart.

love
katie

Ms.Pine

[musicmaestro169]

I am also very sorry about Nate..we had a long convo about this this morning so I wont go into much detail. You will take all the time you need to get through this and I guarentee that when your done you will have learned so much from this yet I know it's hard. Have the best summer of your life and We will talk soon! I will keep an eye on Nate Dawgz in camp and then remember...I have my spies up at Eastman Hahaha! Take Care Katie Mucho Loves!

Re: Ms.Pine

[indigosea101516]

thanks kwabz. i read ur live journal entry, so i guess i wont really be hearing from u til august, but until then! haha. have a great time at kinhaven and enjoy your summer. talk to u in a few months hehe! ;)
-kt