I am going to miss this family so much. because thats what they are to me. they take care of me.

barefoot wiffleball in the park on a sunny day in ireland with bottles of cider and beer is really underrated. people should do it more often.

and I'll be awful sometimes
weakened to my knees
but I'll learn to get by
on the little victories
and if the world ( Read more... )

tea in a yellow irish mug

pierre, my peter rabbit
 fleece blanket

requiescat in pace

there are tan lines on my feet

nothing is helping, no one is here           i dont want to be alone

Close your eyes so you don't feel them
They don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try
To sing this summer serenade
The past is done we've been betrayed
It's true
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt
In you

You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you ( Read more... )

My back has hurt ever since I got back from travelling...I don't know if it was the cliff jumping, or sleeping in places not suitable for sleeping, or just inevitable wear and tear. Its strange to remember the priorities I used to have. When your back hurt you, the thing that would scare me the most in the world was that you wouldnt be ok...that ( Read more... )

I know its cliche, going off to Europe and coming back with a new perspective on life...but when I came back, everything just seemed...okay. It's okay. And I'm okay. And the world is too big and life is too short to sit around and not find the beauty and amazement in it. It was something I wished would happen, but didnt expect to, and didn't notice ( Read more... )

I don't want that to be my last journal entry, private or not. I am happy :)

Europe here I come.

Walking through town yesterday it was sunny and beautiful and the city centre was alive with the loud and colorful irish. I saw a little girl in a shop window standing next to a couple mannequins...I swear she was so pretty and standing so still, I stopped for a second in the street thinking she wasn't real herself...then she smiled at me and ran ( Read more... )

"....Even if its lying in the grass, thinking about all the things you still want to do ( Read more... )

when everything you have goes away
you realize that nothing means a thing
everything you thought was a big deal
now you see it all and what is real
when all you have just falls apart  
and nothing seems to work out while you're trying
and youre still alright 
yeah youre still alright

and youre still alright
yeah youre still alright

I can't get this song out ( Read more... )

I just wrote a huge long journal entry/rant and it disappeared. I think I may cry ( Read more... )