Rent and such. It’s always a pain. Paying and paying and getting only temporary space.

Suspect another person is going to try to ruin my life. I don’t understand why some people feel the need to tear someone down to feel good about themselves. I’m tired of seeing unjustified anger for the sake of being angry.

Sometimes you meet someone who manages to make you think they are a friend. Then. They prove they are not.

When your best friend is struggling with life issues. Health issues. And you can see it plainly in her soul. And she’s literally 2000 miles away and there’s nothing you can do to help.

This. Is. Really. hard.

Got my second vaccination the other day. Was sore but not seriously so.

The club is opening back up in a week. Don’t really want to return to working there but I’ll give them some time.

Found some used 17” rims for the car. Gonna have my old 17” tires put on em this weekend.

Finished building my daughter’s bike … mostly. Couldn’t find the chainguard ( Read more... )

People

I’ve been lucky. Very lucky. So many good people around me. And some exceptional ones. Profoundly exceptional. There’s gotta be at least a dozen people I love with all my heart. And when I say, “all my heart”, I really really mean it.

It’s actually a bit intimidating at times. I can’t really show them how much I care. It could become creepy ( Read more... )

Finally got the last one on the car. Curiously, the one I took off turned out to be the worst of the lot. Test drive, afterwards and it so very quiet now. No bearing noise at all ( Read more... )

Some days, my heart goes out to my friends. I worry about them more. I’m eager for their success more. I live through their successes more. I love them more ... so much more that my heart aches for them. I yearn for good things for them.

Today is one of those days.

Took the day off for my birthday. Sat around all day playing video games and watch old old movies. I did go outside for a few moments ... I’m planning on putting a little $ into the army truck and then, selling it. I’ve had it for ten years. I rarely drive it. But anyways, it was bitter cold out. I stayed under it poking at the exhaust system until ( Read more... )

Stumbled across an ad for flowers and I was reminded. One of the nicest gifts I ever got was flowers. From an ex. The ex that “got away”. I still wonder what went wrong with that one. I do see things that I did wrong, but at the same time, it feels like I was her ticket to get out of her parents house. And once “free”, she was “gone”. Looking back ( Read more... )