and maybe it'd be nice if I had the time to... I was looking through my posts earlier this morning to see if there is anything that I should put on private for those new friends who may be shadowing my journal. I guess almost all of my recent posts have been saved to private anyhow... Sometimes talking to myself is enough, but I always write as ( Read more... )

i just realized i haven't come on here in the last year unless i have something to cry about

how silly lol

i'm hardly ever online though.. but hey, i'm alive, things have been less than perfect but i'm happy :D

new tattoos today,a nd on my way to austin's bday thingy. come by and say hello!

that cancer has spread everywhere... he's blind.. mute... can't eat... and is just waiting for his heart to stop.

i want to rip out everything in my body that could make him better....

but now we just wait.. we wait for the fucking funeral arrangements.
I can't stop crying......


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Some girl was harassing me pretty bad a few months ago and for reasons involving police i wasn't permitted to make any public announcements or posts in case she decided to continue with the threats (so i wouldn't be held accountable for anything and she'd get her ass locked up) but it's absolutely ridiculous! i mean, funny, but hell ( Read more... )

I'm writing a very angry blog about this man..expect it to be well over 15 pages ( Read more... )

So i havent been on here in a very long time. Those who know me know the reasons why, the rest of you may never know ( Read more... )

I've been forced by circumstances to make this friends only... but feel free to leave me a comment and we can talk.

Just promise you'll be gentle with the whip......