I cant belive I am 21 in a week....things are starting to get crazy..I am 21..that means I am getting fucking old/....aft6er 21 comes working for the rest of your life and the urge to procreate and make sure your name and legacy continues..man wierd...well my b-days the 18th fuckers so eventhough I have quite drinking I shall drink o9n my birthday ( Read more... )

its wierd to think how much things have changed..I look at friends and family and tehre completly diffrent....and I think theres 1 thing about me that it took me a long time to realize..is that I am done getting fucked up on a constant basis..I am done with drugs, and done with partying much...once school starts I am gonna finish get my ( Read more... )

tonights fucking lame....home on a sturday night...my car broke down in the gehtoist part of my neiborhood were I had to call 5 diffrent tow trucks and 4 of the trucks wont go to city heights....and on top of that not a single person would gimmie a ride home except finally my uncle....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

bleh should of gone to warped tour cause no one is home ah well to hot adn expensive....ah well Ill just listen to some temple of the dog, do some drugs, and find something to do...if someone is home call me cause I am board as fuck...

I have a new a screen name cause my old one somehow wont work its Hopeconspiracy99 and i lost my buddy list so if ypu want me to im leave yer screen name so i can add it

Haveing a new computer rules...nooooooo more fucked up screen..been really sick lately cause my bodys all beat up..but its time to get healthy and make a comeback..OH Yea...

Tonight was chill had a blast with da boys down town..never realized how beautiful sd was downtown besides the blondes till now ( Read more... )

not to sure of why I write in this thing but fuck it....went downtown with rob ate pizza..smoked hooka or how ever ya spell and played some chest..everythings good..good girl.good friends.and sant barba with chey next thursday I am stoked...I am board so figured why not write in a journal that no one really cares about but uses to past time...

Greatist OC ever.....man am I gay..I need to back to partying every night....

life is fucking awsome right now for 3 reasons ( Read more... )