phone's off for today.
moving.
work.
finals.
i'll try not to disappear.

like old times but better.
all my boys.
i love you all.
i'm so tired.
moving day tomorrow.
nap time.

You can hold her hand
And show her how you cry
Explain to her your weakness
So she understands
And then roll over and die

You can brave decisions
Before you crumble up inside
Spend your time asking everyone else's permission
Then run away and hide

Or you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or waiting for
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more time.
just one day would be nice.

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would be going to copeland alone.

claire party why did you leave? boo.

my alternative:
mexican food.
the cd.
and more painting.

that's not much less depressing.

i always miss copeland. missed them in texas. missed them in sacramento. missed them in san diego. 
i miss...

...Mr. Home Depot...
i will be happy.

i took a paint bath and then decided to add some caulking in my hair and paint thinner to my outfit.  it's cute...not! man, whatever happened to that joke?
bring it back Borat. bring it back.

i just took out one of those old school metal framed showers with the glass doors and what not. so gross. who ever thought ( Read more... )

i thought i would wait until after thanksgiving to think about what i was thankful for.

i was not thankful for truman running around pine valley like he was a wild lion, eating everything in sight including my sister's ring.
sorry cori.
i was not thankful for still being sick and having no sleep or for my nap being interrupted by connor wanting to ( Read more... )

like death ( Read more... )

that make me think of all the things i've done right and wrong in my life.
happy birthday ashley.
you are my baby sister and i wouldn't trade you for the world.
i know i haven't always done everything right,
and sometimes i feel like i completely missed parts of your life,
but i love you.
since the day you called me queenie and i refused to kiss you ( Read more... )