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still in Colorado ( Read more... )

anyone looking for a roommate?

and doesn't mind a couple cats?

i feel like i have been numbing myself for the past, pretty much, 3 years of my life. since i moved out of my parents house and out on my own, i have been trying, unconsciously, to feel nothing. the constant smoking of course was a huge aid in the process. it helps tremendously with my anxiety but it also helps to distract me from really feeling ( Read more... )

tigger got put to sleep today. i'm pretty upset about it, especially because i didn't get a chance to say good bye before he went. i wish i wasn't alone right now, elisa just left and abby is out. i need a hug.

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alright so i have a lot of big decisions that i need to make in the next couple weeks. i need to figure out what the best thing for me to do about school is, what i am torn between doing right now is dropping all my classes that i am taking this semester since i am not doing so well in them, and then start back up new next semester. the reason i ( Read more... )

I never thought I would have a weekend like that again. Damn.

wow i haven't updated in a really long time, i just saw the last post i made and decided, damn i should post. umm michele, and i broke up, it was tough shit but i'm getting through it. i have a new girl, elisa, she goes to FSU so she is far away which sucks, but she is coming to visit me this weekend. yay. uh i don't really have anything else ( Read more... )

anyone want to go on a road trip with me to new york to pick up michele?

its only a 20 hour drive, and i promise it will be lots of fun. i will even pay for gas and food and stuff.

please