I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know ( Read more... )

so i moved into my apartment monday. and it's so cute. i can't wait for people to come visit me. it's 10x's better than last year. and i can tell that amanda and i are going to do well as roommates. it helps that we both have our own rooms and bathrooms. except i haven't had time to get to meijers to do some real grocery shopping so there's like ( Read more... )

there are really only a few things i could really even update you all on the happeneings of my life. because right now there are just a few things that have occupied my time and thoughts: work and mikhail.

we'll start with the first. i love it. babysitting was such a good idea this summer. it keeps me busy. i have weekends off to sleep in and do ( Read more... )

you know how there's moments that you just wish you could go back to. moments that made you so happy that you just want them to repear over and over again? yeah... that has been me for the last few days. so many little moments that replay in my head, that i long for. So, Mikhail left today. tomorrow he flies out for Quantico VA for Officer ( Read more... )

i got a job!!!!

so i'm babysitting this summer for these people beckie hooked me up with. 3 kids; 5, 8, and 9. so easy. anyways...yeah i'm really excited. because i have weekends off and it's tax free!!!

wow so as many times as i look at this thing a day, you would think that you would be hearing a lot more from me.... but sadly no. my life has been a roller coaster lately. well actually this year it seems. hectic is the only word to describe it. and the sad thing is, i enjoy it all too well. always going, never stopping... life in the fast lane. ( Read more... )

OOOOMMMMGGGG!!!!!!!!!

to tell EVERYONE... mikhail and i are official!

and i can't be any happier. he makes me feel... like myself. it's amazing.

anyways... thought you should know

:)

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in ( Read more... )

so there's this guy

and i've known him for 2 weeks. that's it.

and i'm completely head over heels...

is that possible with knowing him for such a short time.

i hope so.

3 more months lindsay....

i keep telling myself just 3 more months....

that's all i have left till i'm out of my apartment...

3 more...

i don't think i can last that long.

the count is up to i beleive 4 of my glasses are now broken...

i didn't break any of them...

3 more months...