the dam holds everything in place. what is your solution when it starts to crumble ( Read more... )

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today i need to break something.

after all the progress i have made, somehow i am right back at the end again.

i know its 13 loops before the knot, but i forgot the rest. can anyone tie this rope for me?

today i feel
the subject was and to
think
one would pose such a
thing as that
words fall short
of true expression found
in me and losing
daily
the means to understand
myself and what could be
destroyed welcome
this unreal emotion honest
with exclamation
belief in this
undeniable.

...my happiness factor has decreased now. sorry.

yeah, i know, i shouldnt write about feeling good and happy and nice and all those things that make people sick (including myself from time to time) but fuck you if you dont like it cause i am actually feeling pretty damn good right now. the story is long and detailed, but the short of it is simple. i have the greatest friends ever. A and Jim ( ( Read more... )

You scored as Anarchist. Coochy choochy coo, what a cute little ANARCHIST we have here ( Read more... )

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Locus of Control Test ResultsInternal Locus (71%) Individual believes that their life is defined more by their decisions and internal drive.
External Locus (29%) Individual believes that their life is defined more by genetics, environment, fate, or other external factors.
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Freudian Inventory Results Oral (30%) you appear to be stubbornly and irrationally against receiving help even when it might be the more intelligent option.
Anal (56%) you appear to have a good balance of self control and spontaneity, order and chaos, variety and selectivity.
Phallic (90%) you appear to have issues with controlling your ( Read more... )

i am a bastard, a liar. sorry to all those i have neglected and put off contacting for the last month or so (or longer). i have a laundry list of excuses, just like everyone else when they vanish and return. i assure you, it was necessary. i am here now because i can be again. those of you who know me will know without my explanation that i do ( Read more... )