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boys hurt.
i really hate how i'm so scared of everything and i can't even say what i really feel.
more than anything, though, i hate when people say things they don't

( yes, i know i'm a-fucking-mazing )

sup?
i got back from applebees w/ alyssa, chelsea, and dylan for dylan's birthday a little while ago. i had a really great time. i met alyssa's "friend" jake and i saw nick and nana.
i got my hair cut today. i decided i kind of like it.
( i heart surveys && i heart you )

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i wish i could give up on people who have already given up on me.
i wish i didn't fall so hard for people who don't care.
i wish i had a best friend who i could talk to about anything in the world.
i wish sixth grade never happened.
i wish i was normal.
i wish i could sleep.

( why does so much of this apply to me? )

K BYE FOREVER :'[.

hey guys. just in case i don't update before i go, i'm going to get this all out now. first of all - yesterday i slept over taylors which was fun as always, and this morning we slept until 1:25. i just got home from raquel's a little while ago which OF COURSE was amazing <3. i miss her & taylor sooo much even though they live right down the street ( Read more... )

tina's house was mad hot <3. haha mad. umm someone's dad saw someone naked =X. haha i love you <3. tina - next time you're coming.. it feels like you're flying! anywayssss.. i got all my stuff ready for camp! & i leave monday <3. i need everyone's phone numbers to put in my phone & addresses asap. later <3.
love, cay <3*

hey babes<3. well um, i just got back from my grandma's house.. it was boring. so now i'm talking to graham about what i missed at amanda's party that i couldn't go to b/c i was a bad girl. i really want to see people before i leave for three weeks :'[. everyone needs to give me their addresses so i can write them super cute letters while i'm at ( Read more... )