I was bored (and the fact I can never remember my username) so I decided to make a new LJ account. Isn't that sad?
SEXVODKAMIX

Repeat of high school. YIPPIE.
But amazing campus. Tis lovely.

I don't love music. I don't love art. Everything in my world isn't real. Everything I once loved, felt, dreamed about is nothing but an illusion. My world tonight in my car made sense. The constants in my life are the things that keep me down. The things I love/d are the things that help me escape.

I wish...

I feel like such a bad friend. :[

Some people just make you feel like crap; makes me wonder why I keep them around.

I wonder what is going to happen to the all of us. What happens when I go off to China, or Katie goes off to school. What happens when a majority of us move out and live on our own? Of all of us, who will fail? Who will succeed? Will we be the same? Who will help us when we're down? When we need someone to be around? Will we make new friends that ( Read more... )

He has poisoned me. My mind and soul. Males are such horrid creatures. However I allowed myself to even think of them in a possitive manner is beyond me ( Read more... )

High school is officially over, marked by a graduation and a diploma. After four years of lack of sleep, coffee runs, procrastinating, and doodling on papers, my high school career has ended. Thinking about the future makes me sad and scared. This was probably the last time that I am going to see a portion of my class. It is time to face the music ( Read more... )

These next few weeks are going to be the last ten days of high school, ever. It is weird to think that the beginning of the year was around eight months ago and I was talking to Katie hoping this year was going to be "okay" and memorable. Most of this year, I cannot say I enjoyed; I wasted a good majority of it sleeping. The downhill of this year ( Read more... )

So, right now I'm not at school, but I don't care whatsoever. I completely screwed myself up this morning by not going. BUT I really don't care. I mean, I'm at home, signing up for some random RAP program that I don't even want to do for college because the program I wanted to do, the link doesn't work and well.. ARGH. This frustrates me. Whatever ( Read more... )