I have this insecurity when it comes to amanda. She's spent so long being able to do anything she wanted with any girl she wanted. She had 4 or 5 girls after her at one time, In the back of my mind I worried about when they would come back into the picture. its different now that we're dating. The thought has been plaguing me recently. Amanda and ( Read more... )

well.

I had a girlfriend for all of an hour. Til she decided she is too fucked up right now to date.

Now I'm single again.

Why do I pick the broken ones?

So, Teresa and I broke up. It was my initiating. Which I guess is a real shock for some people. I haven't talked about how I've been feeling about it with people. Well, a few people that I knew would never say anything. My mother keeps insisting that I'm channeling Her and her feelings with Darrell. Which are so far from it. I love teresa, I'm not ( Read more... )

At this moment I'm sitting in the emergency room's waiting room for molly. Her stomach was swollen, she was throwing up unsuccessully, and she's in a lot of pain, more pain than even after her surgery ( Read more... )

I'm currently sitting in the hospital waiting room for molly. The poor girl has been through quite the ordeal. Since she graduated, she has been in constant pain. It's in her lower right abdomen, by her appendix and ovary and part of her intestine. She's been to countless specialists that keep pointing her in different directions, she's been ( Read more... )

Do you have a song that just makes you feel really good about life? Like, it makes you just want to go outside and play, to go create something new, or spend the day doing something really productive? How about one that can change your mind or your attitude by just listening to it ( Read more... )

If a man came up to you absolutely flustered, in a cub foods parking lot, and asked you for five dollars because they forgot their wallet and id at home, and they were out of gas, Would you give it to them without asking for anything in return ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very perturbed, grossed out and all over like I need a shower ( Read more... )

I'm very excited to go to some concerts pretty soon, Going to Meg & Dia on friday, then next week going up to st cloud to go see sick of sarah ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've posted last. i'm finding myself awake at hours I usually sleep at, being unable to sleep means I've spent more time on the internet. I figured I'd update some stuff here and there. I usually just use my lj for checking up on people ( Read more... )