When everything you'll get is everything you wanted Well which would you preferMy Finger on the trigger or Me face down down across your floorLife has been quite interesting lately, I can't complain. Went to Adrik's birthday celebration. dear god, what a party. We went to the gay 90s and the Saloon. I met so many gays and lesbians. I've been ( Read more... )

So at the moment, I'm in very much pain. I haven't taken my vicadin yet.. I don't want to me so completely knocked on my ass until 1 tomorrow. instead of getting sick or just a little bit drowsy, I get kicked in the head unconscious ( Read more... )

So. Because of my awkward sleep schedule, even on days I have off, I can't fall asleep until late. Its nearly 1, I know I should be in bed recovering from not sleeping all week. I can't though. I'm listening to Fall Out Boy and thinking too much.

Its kinda fun to go back and listen to older music. I started listening to natalie imbruglia again.. ( Read more... )

I get my hopes up ( Read more... )

I shouldn't be afraid to be going to work. I shouldn't have to fear for what will be written on my trailer chute,  on my time card, or anywhere else. I shouldn't be afraid that after he gets fired that I won't be able to walk into the parking lot on my own.

I shouldn't be afraid.

...But I am...

Put your mp3's on random, and for the next 20 songs, post the name of the song (and artist) and what event or person that song reminds you of.

1. Jude Law and a semester abroad -Brand New - I will always think of Tracy J. and nightschool
2. Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry - Stalker. the one day I gave her a ride and the moment I got in the car this song ( Read more... )

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

I worked until about 4:30 last night.. that really fucking sucked.. its all bullshit. The shit they make our area go through. I'm bringing it up with some of the big guys this week. I've realized.. that I can actually do something for this company.. and now I'm union.. Fucking Try To Fire Me. I dare you. Its complete utter bullshit. Ugh. I was so ( Read more... )

soooo... yeah.

I should be catching up on my sleep.

I should be in bed, cuddled up and cozy.. holding my body pillow for lack of a warm body next to me..

Instead..

I'm awake. In the basement... Shivering... and watching Sister Act. Because I fucking love that movie.

Fuck yeah I am Lame.

Whoo.

I guess the chick at the eagan carbone's was checking me out ( Read more... )