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You will be missed.
Well I found out a few days ago that one of the people I cared most deeply for passed away. And I don't mean I cared for him in a romantic fashion but he was one of those people that made me feel good about myself just because I'm me ( Read more... ) -
If Only I knew.. where I stand.
I'm far from being able to be the only stable one in a relationship. But as of right now I am. I don't know that I can deal with this ( Read more... ) -
No bluffs
I've come to the realization that no matter how much you trust someone, they're going to, probably unknowingly, find a way to hurt. That's a very unpleasant thought. I thought last night long... about the fact that I thought someone was my friend and in reality, I was just something to pass their time. Which, also is a unpleasant thought. I've ( Read more... ) -
How do you document real life when real life is getting more like fiction each day
Mk.. my uncle died of cancer.. on Friday ( Read more... ) -
The Curse of All Curses.
Why does God hate me so?
I think she came done from heaven and bestowed this curse upon me, herself.
This curse of stupid curly hair!! I don't think I can accept the fact that everyone I know has straight/awesome hair, and yet I sit here with stupid thick curly hair. I HATE YOU HAIR!! Ick.
-sigh- God hates me.
After.
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The Perfect Day...?
I think I'm kinda.. gettin' annoyed by Michael. I talk to him, I ask him thought provoking questions and well it's like talking to a teen. "I don't hear you, you're talking in thinky words". It's frustrating because I want to have a conversation with him but apparently I have to dumb it down for him, and I don't like that thought. I don't want to ( Read more... ) -
Boredom, and such.
I'm already bored. I promised Michael that I would go to bed sooner, only to wake up sooner. But now I have nothing to do.. until he comes home or until something exciting happens. On the upside... No upside. Uhm.. more time to download music that I've been missing..?The only thing about that is.. I don't watch that crazy TV to see what's new.. and ( Read more... )
