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Writer's Block: The Meaning of Love
Love is laughing with each other for hours when no one has even said anything. Love is staring into each others eyes and letting your bodies do the talking. Love is supporting another when you don't understand their motives, supporting their choices that just are not something you would decide for yourself, personally. Love is an extatic leap of ( Read more... ) -
happy with the way things are
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA Anarkon is my mutual friend? I think not.
After this semester of college, I will be a little over half way done with my interpreters associates. I am loving this language more and more each time I discover something new about the body. I will graduate from HS this year, likely as validictorian. I have learned so much in ( Read more... ) -
Laid To Rest
And now your spoiled cock
is spinning out of control between your legs
like a Tetsu iron drill, no longer can it satisfy
(or be satisfied to say the least.)
Homicide: your cock once bled cum to your knees.
I'm no longer there to please
as you grasp your lonesome rod in remorse of a critics trespass.
Humility: jack off to your negativity and dream ( Read more... ) -
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Just thought I'd update for a quick minute before the bus gets here. I've been really busy lately and when I've wanted to write entries, I just didn't have the time. I had uber fun last night shooting pool in my basement. Judy didn't come over but I was cool with it. I like hangin out with guys more than chicks anyway ( Read more... ) -
Blood Clots
Dunno what it is that makes a doctor tell me there is nothing he can do about a blood clot in my arm that is almost the size of a pea. That it will 'go away on it's own' and that if I want to help the process, put a heat pack on it ( Read more... ) -
Live it up
Most people don't understand that they still have a choice even with a gun ( Read more... ) -
Inferior Children, aren't we all.
I feel I've grown a lot since the last entry. I've been forming a lifestyle and practicing it daily. I'm ashamed that I ignored my grandma in the car yesterday on the way home. Her bitching was getting so out of control that it was like my ears went on automatic silence. Gonna have to fight that urge. She said some things that made me think about ( Read more... ) -
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"So remember, when you're feeling very small and insecure ( Read more... ) -
Bipolar
Saying I'm bipolar would be too easy an excuse. Saying I may have aspergers would be an excuse too, although I am sometimes overly nervous in new social situations...among other things ( Read more... ) -
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I'm feeling shitty for attacking Matthew the way I did a few days ago. I'm writing a paper in english and it's giving me the chance to go back and reexperience some of the first feelings I ever had about him. It just makes me miss him more. It makes me appriciate him more and makes me a fucking retard for doing what I did. It's like I took a ( Read more... )