Remember when I was your image of a perfect girl?
Brown eyes that burned innocence and truth into your tainted heart,
Long hair that fell into your face when you kissed me.
I prided myself on the fact that I was your dream girl.
But then I saw her, completely different from me.
And somehow, she was your dream too.
So then I chopped off all my hair ( Read more... )

so I haven't updated in a while, and my last update was kinda negative. I just wanted to say that I'm having a good day, and things are looking up. I don't know how, but they are and I can't complain. Last year was better for me right about now, but only in ways when it comes to my friends. I miss them a lotand spending time with them, but I'm ( Read more... )

so last night I just couldn't function. Everything was running through my mind so fast, it was impossible for me to sit down and relax, let alone do homework. I just wanted to get in a car, listen to music and drive but of course I couldn't. My dad asked me what was wrong and I didn't even know how to begin. I just went into my room and cried the ( Read more... )

So my first semi week of school wasn't so bad and my schedule is really good. I don't have a last period class, and my second to last one is only for half of the year. The only downfall is my English class..there's a lotttt of work. Even though I know I might be struggling a bit, I still really want a job. Most likely, I'll be working at the ( Read more... )

This weekend was a really good way to end the summer ( Read more... )

this is it. i am stuck in the dead center of emptiness and I cannot make up my mind anymore. for the life of me, i cannot remember what ever made me think i could get through life the way i have been. things are just so ridiculously wrong. if i were to list the countless things, they would simply sound as if they were on a laundry list of things to ( Read more... )

I'm at Noelle's with Jocey! I haven't updated since i came back from England. Lately everything has been going pretty well since I've gotten back. I just sleep late and hang out with friends. I've spent the last 3 days with Jocelyn and Noelle..we've been having a lot of funnnn. yepppp, that's all for now..just chilllin :)

So England has been amazing. I've been here for about 3 weeks now. Sunday I go home which is pretty exciting because I miss my space, my bed, my hair straightener, and my friends! I can't wait to see everyone..it's gonna be super exciting. Last night I had a water balloon fight on my floor, and now my room here smells like burnt leather..lovely ( Read more... )

ENGLAND TODAY

miss me? =)

love you all

These past 24 hours have been the most random, crazy ones of my life. Last night Nick took Liz and I out to eat at Chili's, then we drove around & went back to my house for a little. We ended up getting Joe and just drove around random places for a while. I love driving aimlessy late at night with my friends with music blasting. After a while, we ( Read more... )