i lose out on the things i want the most ( Read more... )

I can't commit to anything I tell myself, I just crave another's touch ( Read more... )

I want something more then any of the guys I know are capable of giving me.

On another note. I think I want to find someone I don't dislike to throw down tonight.

what once was like is now nothing

i need someone reliable.

this is why i don't have friends.

My back hurts. My mom has pneumonia, shes been in the hospital near a week shes just starting to get better, they say she'll be in there at least another week. Today's my brothers birthday. I went to Ryan's the other day, but I haven't really talked to him since then. Paul talked to me after like five days, and IDK whats going on there, he was mad ( Read more... )

Guys are very misleading. They all just happen to want sex, with no strings. I want so much more then that.

I feel really sick. My throat hurts, I keep coughing, and I kept getting text messages all night. I'm freezing, and tired and I can't sleep.

So there seems to be hope after all.

Now I'm in good mood, even though I feel terrible maybe it will even it self out.

I got like 3 hours of sleep last night, so I'm going to take some more cold medicine and try to sleep again.

& I'm on this big star wars kick again.

So my friend let me borrow Kung Fu Hustle, and I was going to watch it with Brandon. But his a jackass he ignores me for like two weeks, then he wants to hang out at 430 in the morning when I'm asleep, but the next day at 130 when were both awake hes to tired.

AND Paul cant make up his mind, every day it changes.