I hate being confused. I want this, but I might be the only one. I'm not going to stress my self, and put effort into something which seems entirely one sided.

And even if her plane crashes tonight
she'll find someway to disappoint me
by not burning in the wreckage
or drowning at the bottom of the sea<3

that there's no passion or spark of something.

its always the same thing, and i don't think i see it changing. its all kind of routine and rather boring. i really don't think that's what i want.

he ended up calling last night<3

i just hope i get to see him before he goes out of the country.

Seeing you one night doesnt make everything alright, I still dont trust you.

It's not that hard to pick up the phone for two minutes a day and show someone that there on your mind.

So I have a boyfriend maybe kinda, were taking it slow ( Read more... )

I only liked you for about a year, I should have know you didnt want anything by know.

Sometimes your just cheating yourself.

It's nearly impossible to explain how happy I was, and how much I was looking forward to tonight. And now here I'am crying getting ready to go to sleep.

Did we give a name to nothing.

I'm starting to feel like I set myself up.

Were not even going through the motions.

I want this.
I want you to want this.
I want us to want it together.