Ya know what i'm scared of? Being the old jess. I'm scared i wanna break windows again and loot stores and houses and hurt people and be a fucking dick again. I'm afraid if something happens i'll go back to fucking around and not caring who's heart i break. i liked it that way, not giving a shit about myself. I didn't hurt as much back then, i ( Read more... )

Hey, this is my secret to winning, you guys really gotta try this!! -----> HOW I WON THE JACKPOT!!!

I dont think i've missed jessie this much before.. i left my phone at home and didnt get her call.. makes me wanna cry. i'm such a pussy sometimes.

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

( Read more... )

Well, thanks for asking ( Read more... )

I am so incredibly worn out, in a very VERY good way. My god that girl drives me crazy, i love her to death. My brain is shutting off, its screaming for sleep. What a fucking GREAT weekend. Seriously, i'm the luckiest boy in the world. *sigh* :)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <--- all for you baby. *mwa*

College makes me feel stupid. But, i DID have the best weekend of my life, seriously. I died and went to heaven and slept with an angel. MWAhahaha!! Yeah i'm totally in love and its great. And i got so pissed at my guinea pigs cage that i threw it out my window onto the roof. Without her ofcourse. I put her in a big bucket instead. She cant chew ( Read more... )

I had a rather spontanious tuesday... i mended some jeans, did laundry, and my mom gave me the debit card to go grocery shopping. After picking up food we absolutely didn't need, i drove around town thinkin of something to do.. so ofcourse i ended up at alice's house. I took her to get her tattoo at our dear uncle freddy's, where we get everything ( Read more... )

I've really been putting myself through torture trying to get some decent sleep. I have tasted the nastiest things EVER in the last 3 months. I thought pure kava kava root was bad.. oh my GOD this tea with dream herb, california poppy and valerian root made me want to die. Has a taste ever made you want to die? Seriously, this is an experience... ( Read more... )

hmm.. i dont know why i'm trying to update... i'm just sitting in my room after having finished my homework. I'm gonna go to bed very soon. stupid live journal!!

I was thinking about one of those few great poetic moments in life while i was washing my little bit of hair this morning.... when you're on top of a girl, the girl you're in love with, looking down on her moon bathed body, her back arched and beautiful face braced in ecstacy, and you're pleasuring her with all your strength.. no one could possibly ( Read more... )